I too have a story to tell, is it possible that a person can come across their twin flame over the course of their life, before finally realizing that they are really connected as twin flames?
My story is different, but very interesting and I have been doing a lot of soul searching about it. I met who I know is my twin flame about 18 years ago while at work. He was a delivery man for the pharmacy that I worked at, from day one when our eyes met, there was an instant attraction, he is 9 years older than I am and the chemistry was like none other, and so unexplainable.
Anyways as time went on each day that we would see each other and got to know each other more and more over time, I had this strange feeling that I knew we had been in contact before, but I thought how could this be?
Then one day we were talking about where he worked, which was a zoo in Oakland, CA that I went to as a child, and I remember him as I have this photogenic memory. I asked him if he worked with the amusement rides and he said all the time, I asked him if he ever assisted in making sure that the children had their belts fastened tight before starting the rides, he said he did. I didn’t understand how the belt worked so slid it through and tried to fake what I was doing, but he caught it.
He buckled me in, and tapped me on the head and ruffled up my hair, and smiled. I remembered his eyes, there was something about those beautiful blue eyes. As the ride went around and around, all I could think of was. Who is this man, what is he thinking about while he was looking off in the distance? At the time I was only about 10 years old and I couldn’t understand why I was so attached to this man I didn’t even know. He would have been 19 years old at the time.
Every now and then for years, I would think of this man, and never could figure out why that moment in time in my life would come back to me, but it did. Then fast forward to 1984 I was pregnant with my first child, I had married at the age of 17 years old, but my first child wasn’t born until almost 10 years later.
Anyways, my parents wanted me to go shopping with them one day and my mother said they wanted to take me to this new Restaurant. She said the owner is really nice, and I hope he’s there so that you can meet him. Well, low and behold as we were getting ready to order this man walked up and my mother said, this is our daughter. The man looked at me our eyes met, and there again was those beautiful blue eyes, he even was kind of flirting with me, which I was flattered because I was about 7 months pregnant, and didn’t think any man would even want to pay attention to me.
But there was something different about this man, this connection was there. As I got to the car, all I could think of was I shouldn’t be thinking like this, I am married and going to have a baby. So let it go, but I have to say I thought about that man off and on all the time for years. Well, come to find out, this very same delivery man was the man at the zoo, the man that owned that Restaurant at that time, and now he’s come back into my life once again. We have this attraction that neither of us can explain, this pull to each other.
The hardest part of all is we are both married to other people, and we tried to run from each other off and on, when one would pull away the other would come on strong, it went back and forth for years, then finally we gave into the passion. We are so connected I can feel his physical pains that he has, I can feel when he is about to call me, and look at my phone and it rings, I looked back in the photo’s I took of him at work and the clock on the wall the time is 11:11.
He would always seem to show up with deliveries at 11:11 am. I didn’t even know about 11:11 until I researched it.
There was one time he was on vacation and the cruise ship he was on tipped over, he thought he was going to die, he tells me about it. The crazy thing was I at work during that time of day, and something hit me, and said just say a prayer for his safety something is wrong and I did. I was scared because I didn’t know what was going on, but followed what my instinct was tell me.
Then when he came back to work the following week, he told me what happened. I don’t know how this is all going to go? He ended up retiring from his job 3 years ago, but we still stay in close contact with each other.
Here we are 18 years later and the love is so strong, it hurts because we are both with our spouses just going thru the motions, to save everyone else from being disappointed or hurt. But we hurt so badly and want to share our lives together.
Do twin flames always end up together? I feel that he is now 66 and I will be 57 years old that we aren’t getting any younger, will it be our time someday? Will we ever get to share our lives together out in the open for the world to see.
The feeling of unconditional love is so outstanding, so wonderful, and I get so much energy from him, and he from me. When we don’t see each other after about a week, I start getting weak, and feel run down and just need to hear his voice, anything to build up the energy levels again.
At first I thought if it wasn’t the real deal, the flame of desire would have went out years ago, our love just continues to get stronger and stronger and the passion is unexplainable.
Oh one day at work, he was joking with me and before he walked away, he tapped me on the head and ruffled up my hair, and it really hit me, I’ve been through this before.
What does all this mean, this is my twin flame isn’t it….I know he is I guess that’s all that matters.
We have received another personal story, this time by the wonderful Janelle. 🙂
To Janelle: what a beautiful, heartfelt story! No, you are definitely not crazy, and the synchronicities are absolutely no coincidences: they are a way for the Universe to show us we are on the right track; to remain strong, hopeful, and keep growing and learning which will lead us to being ready for reunion. You will feel it in your heart, in your soul, in every inch of your being if he is your Twin Flame. Nobody needs to tell you if he is: you will just know. And yes, Twins are meant to be together. The initial meeting triggers the lessons we have agreed to learn prior to incarnating, and from that moment on our Twins start acting as mirrors to us: they reflect us, we can see ourselves in them and therefor, we can see what is still within us that needs healing. We understand you, the love will always be there. Nothing can sever the connection, it is here to stay. ❤ Much love and light to you.
We have received our very first story to share with you. It was sent to us by Phoenix. Thank you very much, Phoenix for sharing your wonderful story. 🙂 We relate to you, and we fully understand.
Hi Angelique, Gaby, Veronica,
Sorry the mail was sent incomplete by mistake.
I am extremely happy and grateful to have found a platform to share my experiences with my twin flame. Such support is rare and I am ever so greatful.
In 2011 I had seen a vision of Me from another life where I was happy with a man and when on death bed I was not ready to leave my body As I had to stay back to be with him, protect him, Be there for him.this vision touched a deep sense of pain and happiness. Pain because there was separation and happiness because there was a reassurance that with some one somewhere in this world I had such a strong bond which was not broken at death.
Same year few months later I met my Twin flame. The circumstances involved in bringing us together for first time were quite unusual and unexpected.I still remember that day when I met him,before I met him, I felt as if the universe was blessing Me and something special was about to happen.when I finally met him and we locked eyes it was as if I am looking beyond the eyes in to something which I cannot explain..an immediate sense of happiness struck Me from nowhere.it kind of took Me off guard.everything I imagined about in a person came alive infront of my eyes.
I was extremely happy after that for some time. It was pure bliss. We did not have a conventional relationship, never had a physical involvement or confession of feelings of any sort. We had incredible telepathy,would finish each other’s sentences, almost had same moods being miles apart, had same likings for songs, Food, interests. Our thought process was same so much so that I felt as if I fit in some kind of mould which was exactly my type which is not normally with others.
The bliss was short lived and his first panic attack came in 2 months time. He entered his shell and cut contacts with everyone.what shocked Me more was my response to the whole thing. I was crying uncontrollably for a person I met a month back, spoke on phone, shared some thoughts and that’s it. I dint know what hit Me. I sat in the church for hours praying that he would would come back.
And he did! My happiness knew No bounds. Then we would speak for some days and again he would disappear.it was a roller coaster ride. During all this I used to hear my inner voice to just Be there for him. And that’s what I did. I use to feel happy in his happiness and sad in his sadness. I felt extremely protective about him. I used to practically feel that I have gone mad As feelings which I was experiencing were coming like floods without any apparent reason.
He would guard his feelings most of the time but let loose occasionally. At the end of about 8 months he hurt Me and I decided never to look back. I avoided him, and he was hurt too but soon disappeared in oblivion. That was the worst phase of my life.
I would wake up and feel immense loss. Tears would come uninvited and would not stop. There would be chest pains and headaches which had no explanation. In the middle of sleep I would feel his presence, wake up and weep. I even saw a vision where both Of us are in an extremely illuminated place which is very beautiful and I saw him with immense love in his eyes and us holding hands. This vision was not matching reality but was a soothing balm.I have also quiet literally felt his presence in my room where he told Me not to worry and everything will ne fine.something like an astral travel.
His indifference killed Me. I thought he would atleast see if I was alright but he didn’t. Anger was building inside Me. Then after 8 months he came back. Inspite of my anger, I did not react.anger had dissolved.
After that he comes and disappears and this has been ever since.
All this time pain of separation was too much for Me to handle I started looking out for answers. I went for an intense meditation course In which my naval chakra went through changes.That lead to intense burning around navel where I felt all fears surfacing and I had to face them no matter how painful. I had to face separation and could not find refuge in others/ other relations.
He is still is on the run and pain has subsided a bit As i always feel his presence around Me even if he is miles away. He is always talking in my head. Our songs play on the radio unknowingly when I Miss him.his name pops up from nowhere. His dialogues are overheard when someone else is speaking.
But inspite of all this there are wells of fear like Will he come back? What if he loves someone else? What if Curent get to see him ever? How will life Be without him? What if he just doesn’t feel anything and it’s one sided? I too develop anger and it subsides .
I was struggling and landed up on your blog and ever since it has been nothing short than a blessing.
I feel so hoof penning my feelings as if a load is Off my back.
I know I have face myself, lobe myself first and I have started post language wrote to Me. Have been able to achieve will Power for overcoming things that would never seem possible in past.
I am grateful from the core of my heart to to all you angels 🙂 for coming to my rescue. We have a telepathic understanding. Whenever I feel sad or crumble this blog has something exactly what I need that very day. It’s magical! Thanks a ton. Hugs and goof wishes that you halves come to soon.
We have decided to create a whole new section, called “personal stories”. After introducing ourselves, we realized it may be helpful for all to share our own, personal experiences regarding Twin Flames. Also, personally we have experienced it as a great relief to be able to share what we are going through. Of course, this may be entirely anonymous if you like. You could either change your names, or leave them out completely. 🙂 However, if you would just like to share your story, but would rather not have it published: no problem.
Feel free to sit down and let your heart flow onto paper (or in this case: your screen). Even without sending it to anyone, you will find it feels like a weight falling off your shoulders.
Please, send your story to: firstname.lastname@example.org
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